Friends

I don't really know why I'm writing this, but I am. Here goes nothing. We all have friends. At least we think we do. As we grow up and mature, we start to realize that not everyone is a true friend and it becomes more difficult to find real friendship. There are friends who you've known forever. There are friends that pretend and are fake. There are friends who are just acquaintances. There are friends who don't care and it's a one way street. There are friends who keep you as a spare tire. And there are friends who are truly your friends and they mean the world to you. I have experience with all of these type of friends. 

I have this one friend that I've been close to since grade 4. She's just plain awesome! We don't see each other anymore because I moved in grade 6 but we are still in touch (via email).We've been friends for more than four years and we're still pretty tight. She gives me advice and I help her out. She's a true friend that I'm glad to have.

There is this other person who I've known for about two years. We've been really close for the two years I've known her but we have many fights now-a-days. I starting to question our friendship. I feel like a spare tire. Everytime she quarrels with her friends, she comes to me. When their friendship is back on tracks, she ditches me. I feel left out when I'm around and I find a lot of times she doesn't even listen to what I'm saying. I know that she doesn't really care though she says she does. Everytime I try to talk to her, she calls me self-centered and selfish. Somehow, we're still friends but I know our friendship won't go far.

This year, I have become very close with a person. I don't know how I'll survive next year without her! She's always there for me. I tell her everything and she tells me everything. It's not a one way street like with other people. She knows when I'm upset, when I want to cry and when I'm lying. I don't think I'll find a friend like her ever again. She's been with me through tough times. She makes me smile when all I want to do is cry. She is a truly awesome friend. :)

Last but not least, I have this (now called) acquaintance. We've known each other for about two years. We've been close for a while and then drifted apart. Sometimes I think she doesn't care and I feel like it's a one way street. At times, when I try to start a conversation, she either ignores or makes it uncomfortable. Me and other people try to fix this relationship but it feels like the other person doesn't want.isn't trying. I guess it was fun while it lasted. I guess it doesn't matter cause I won't see her next year.

Once again, I don't know why I wrote this. I guess I was out of ideas and this was one of the topics close to my heart. I have a LOT of experience with good and bad friendships. In the end, I learn and try not to repeat the same mistake. Friends come and go. But good friends will always be there. :)


 

Quote #18

I look to a day when people will not be judged by the color of their skin, but by the content of their character.

Lady GaGa Inspired Makeup

DIY Makeup Remover

I found a great recipe on how to make Makeup remover! It works really well and you can also use it as a brush cleanser!

What You Need:

1/2 cup of water

1 tablespoon on tear free baby shampoo

1 tablespoon of baby oil

1 Bottle

Take 1/2 cup of water and add the shampoo and oil. Stir gently and avoid creating bubbles. Pour the substance into a bottle. Now you're ready to use it! It removes everything! Mascara, eyeliner, eyeshadow, blush, bronzer etc.

No Boundaries By Adam Lambert

My Top 5 Adam Lambert Songs

Six Reasons For Confederation

Quote #17

I can resist everything except temptation

Quote #16

The man who can smile when things go wrong has thought of someone else he can blame it on.

Quote #15

You look at me but you don't see

New Lip Balm!!!

Yes, I bought ANOTHER lip balm. This time, it's the Soothing Care lip balm by Nivea. The packaging is great, like always. The cover is a pale turquoise/light-blue with white and dark green plus signs. It's nice and sleek.  The lip balm itself is yellow but applies clear. It has a nice faint smell. Everything about it is great except the actual lip balm sucks. It's not moisturizing and feels dry on you lips. The application isn't smooth like with the other lip balms. Overall, I don't like it.

Rating: 2/5

I am Canadian

Take The Stage By OPI

This is a gorgeous orange-ish/reddish copper colour! It's a non-streaky metallic colour. The formula and the application is amazing. It reminds me of Lucerne-tainly look marvelous by OPI. I love it! This nail polish is ideal for fall time but I still bought it, even though it's spring. It's very opaque but it looks best with two coats. It also has shimmer/glitter particles which shine/sparkle in the sun. Like all glittery nail polish, it's harder to remove. Overall, this is a beautiful nail polish and I will be wearing it a lot.

 


Rating: 4.5/5

Cutest Cartoon/Disney Songs

#1

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Funny Pictures #1 Harry Potter

 

 

 

Quote #14

Love starts with a hug, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear!

Quote #13

All great discoveries are made by mistake.

Quote #12

Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.

Fail

Try so hard

And fail

Hurts so much

Feel Pessimistic

That's all you can think about

Are down

Constant frown

Scared of failing

Going to sit and sob all day

Not going to try again

The end

Quote #11

If you have something to say, raise your hand. Then place it over your mouth.

Quote #10

Don't judge a book by its movie.

Quote #9

Behind every successful man, there is a surprised woman.

Quote #8

Be nice to your kids, they'll chose your nursing home.

Quote #7

Someday your prince will come. Mine took a wrong turn and is too stubborn to ask for directions.

Quote #6

 I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

Out of Ideas....

Lately, I haven't been blogging much. Why? You might ask. Well, I don't really have "inspiration". I usually blog about things that happen in my life. I  get most of my ideas when I'm upset. Lately, I've been pretty happy, so I wasn't blogging much. My friends, troubles/problems/issues, music and family "inspire" me to write poetry. When I'm not on a roll, my writing sucks. That's why I don't force my self to blog when I'm facing a writer's deadlock. I'm hoping something interesting will happen soon so I can resume blogging.

Upside Down House

The Upside Down House is located in Poland in the tiny village of Szymbark. This unusual house was created by a Polish businessman and philanthropist named Daniel Czapiewski. It took him 114 days to construct this instead of the usual three weeks. This is a popular tourist attraction. Some visitors claim to feel dizzy and nauseous. This is one house I'd love to live in! :)

New Perspective

Buildings look like they're toppling down.
People are below me.
Birds are flying over my feet,
While the air is buzzing with heat.
Everyone is rushing somewhere,
Even the squirrels run past me.
Everyone has a different perspective.
This one's new to me.

The Pain's Still There

Whoever knew,

That I would like you.

It makes my heart hurt to think back.

I figured out the qualities you lacked.

The pain's still there.

It ain't going anywhere.

It took some time,

To make you mine.

Now there's nothing I can do,

Because once again, I lost you.

You've swept me off my feet.

Then dropped me,

And left me all alone.

Nowhere near home.
Now I'm really sad.

There's no one I loved as much.

Sarnia, Ontario, Canada

Just Like Before

It's going to be just like before

Not seeing you for months on

Missing you

Constantly worried

Even prayers don't help anymore

Wish you'd be able to stay

Here

Close to us

But I know,

You do this for us

Cause there's no other choice

Least you'll bring bring something special when you come back

I hope someday you wouldn't have to leave

if i stay - Gayle Forman

 

I just finished reading this book. I really enjoyed it. I think it's very eye-opening with a bit of romance and adventure. This book says "Will appeal to fans of Stepehnie Meyer's TWILIGHT". I somewhat agree. I read Twilight and enjoyed it but I find this book different. If i stay is about a girl, Mia, who is a ghost. On a "snow day", her family goes for a drive. A truck hits her car and her mom, dad and brother, Teddy, all die. Mia is alive but in critical conditions. She is a ghost. She watches her family and friends from afar. She hears everything they said but they can't hear/see her. Will she choose to stay or die? In the end, I was bawling my eyes out. I think this is a really good book.

Mike

Mike was a grumpy, selfish ghost

At a party, he fought with the host

Later, fell through a wall

And ended up in a hall

He is now trapped and can't make a toast.

Mark

There once was a puppy named Mark

He adored to play and bark

One day he hid a bone

The next, he found a phone

He searched again and found a dead shark

Bobby

Bobby thought he was a cool dude

He wore Nikes and a red hood

One day he got robbed

His head was nearly chopped

And now he can't eat any food

Mr. Bear

A huge bear once lived in a tree

He enjoyed drinking ice cold tea

One day he fell down

His face a constant frown

All because of a tiny bee

Adam Lambert

Adam

Amazing, Talented

Singing, Performing, Touring

Always full of surprises

Lambert

Tennis

Tennis

Clean, Different

Serving, Hitting, Volleying

Trying to beat everyone

Returning, Slicing, Acing

Lawn, Clay

Ping-Pong

My Ballad

The first time I saw you,

I didn't think you'd be the one,

To hurt me and break my heart.

But now I realize that we're done

Falling in love is easy

But getting back up is the difficult part

I know you said no and I understand

But just thinking of you breaks my heart

Seeing you everyday is a struggle

It's hard for me to stand tall and keep my head up high

Seeing you with someone else is even worse

Tears roll down my face and I can't help but cry

They say I can do better than you

I want to believe this is true

But I have too many doubts and my confidence is low

I need a new perspective and a brand new view

I need to grow up and man up

Get over it and forget the past

Learn from my mistakes and not repeat them again

Find someone new and have a blast